All this input today has really helped me keep things in perspective. At work all day, I was soul searching, continuously wondering if I was being a fool to keep holding on to hope. I just couldn't foresee it turning around, and it very well might not. However, there is nothing but time on my side at this point. There really is NO reason not to keep DBing and working on myself.....I will just keep on trucking!
Now, I need to go GAL tonight. I might make dinner for a buddy