It's just beyond grasp how insane this whole MLC thing is. It helps to find that this really has happened, and is happening with Xh and Im not crazy after all.
I used to think that my ego needed the boost to feel that I was the one walking away from him for once.
But here I am looking back with more clarity each day. And the whole situation is sad.
I just read an article online. The man that shot my husband is trying to get the state to pay for reconstruction in his own self inflicted wound on his face. He can't eat or drink properly and he wants more reconstructive surgery.
Im shaking and nauseated because Im having a bit of a flashback to that time. Seeing the pictures of the man didn't help either. Though I heard he was a nice man, he looked absolutley nutts in the picture.
After what happened to my XH this is no suprise went into MLC.
Sometimes when these old wounds pop up, I literally can' believe how I've gotten through all of this.
