Sexless marriage. H Left. Now retrouvaille in 3wks

[MrBond]

First of all and most important point of all. Start living YOUR life the way you want to live it. Stop worrying about how your H will see it. Once you start doing that, your self-esteem will dramatically improve. Once you get that independence back he might take a look at you again. But nothing will change until you start living your life FOR YOU.