Your h is on the Mother Ship and he'll disappear periodically. It could be that he's in a depressive funk or his attention is on something else. But I can promise you, you will hear from him again very soon. They don't stay MIA for very long.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
