She definitely demonizes me and rewrites history. Scary at times the lies she tells herself. Yep, I read the justification piece clearly.
I thought I had given my best, but maybe not. One thing that I have held onto for over a year is that point you make is that it is a sickness and no, I can't abandon someone who is not well. That is what kept me going on. It is a terrible example we are showing our children.


M17 yrs.
me49
xW47
d15
d11

BD1-Jul/11(Affair found out)
Therapy 9 months (tried 2)
BD2- May/12(sep)
Court Jul/13 - I got 50/50
Sold home - Aug/13
Court #2 - Dec/13
Court#3 - Apr/14 ... She lost again
We settled.