Ok, went to IC last night and feel pretty strong. Talked through my emotions about the Facebook situation & the texting. I'm doing an internal "deadline" where I will try to live each day in the moment & try to start fresh with my husband. No talk of R, no talk of A, focus on me & take care of me. I meet with her again in 3 weeks, and we may set a MC appointment then. The whole announcement of him ending it produced do many emotions & I went a little crazy and lost my DBing focus of me, and put it back on him & what he is doing. Also, I need to keep the R talk to only my IC, sponcer, god & journaling. Too many opinions & I get flipped out.
My GALing for this week:
1. Get art supplies. Start drawing again. Haven't in 10 years.
2. Start going through basement, cleaning up. (since baby will be here before we know it)
3. Get sitter this weekend to run both Saturday & Sunday since husband is going to annual guys weekend.
4. Make plans with girlfriend who's husband is going with mine to hang with the kids.
5. Get new book to read, something funny!!
M: 9 yrs T: 13 yrs H:34 Me:35, S4, D2, S 7 months Dday 11/12-PA & multiple PAs Dbing 12/12 S 1/13 7/13 H moved back in basement. 8/13 #3 born 10/13 still cheating 10/13 He moves across country, I file for D
