I'm starting by building my relationship with my kids. I take my youngest places and my oldest two like to hang out with me on the back porch and talk. It's been nice.

I work out everyday and have been eating healthy. And I am starting to detach. (that's hard)

I am also starting to talk to the people I work with. I'm going to start going to the places I'm invited to. No more No.

I know I can't affect her feelings by talking, so I'm giving her space. (also hard)


M: 38 H: 39
D: 20
S: 18
S: 16
T: 14 Y
ILYBIDKIILWY/Affair 01/12/2013
Came Back 01/15/2013
Left Again 02/13/2013