Still working on me

[sweetbabyred]

Ruby, I realized that as I was typing it! Once I was in the air, we were aiming for the green roofed building, but the wind determined how we got there. We were just along for the ride.

So I'm more confident that I'll get where I need to go, but how I get there and how bumpy it'll be isn't up to me.

Tomorrow is my 5 year wedding anniversary, but I'm feeling pretty good right now. It may hit me tomorrow, but I think I'll be ok.

I also finally cancelled the two AMEX cards that H was a secondary card holder on. He'll have to figure out how to pay for his business expenses with his own credit.

I'm glad that the only thing I'll have to ask him about each month is the car insurance, at least until he gets his own. One less thing to nag him about.

And if he decides to file in February, I'll be okay with that. I think I've done the best I can and I'm still working on myself, so I'm only going to get better.