What I'm learning from H stages, disappointment.

[albamarie]

My C said h has become indifferent, but isn't that how am now becoming toward H?

i have been told not to listen to his spew, and go by his actions. Well, his actions are confusing, and at times contradicting. When his mom left he went into cleanup mode collecting all the small cans from the rooms to dump into one large one and set the garbage out to the curb. He cleaned the counters, and picked up the living rm.

He still comes home everyday, shows up to the very house he "asks" to be released from. Works, and searches for side jobs for the extras as he always has, and actually spending less when he's at work sacrificing lunch to save money. And, today asking me if the stereo was to loud and seeking me out to tell me he found the band he was looking for.

I'm a bit sick of the confusion today as he's home, again, doing nothing and I/we are struggling through something as a family. We're whispering , hiding, and I would really have loved my h around to deal with this serious matter.

I'm going to call me aunt, she's become mom, dad, and h to me these days. Thanks for listening everyone! I can't say how much I need and appreciate your attention!

Oxoxox dm