Good weekend with S again. Dropped him at school this am and dropped his things at W place.
I noticed mens things in the house (gloves, walking boots) which sent my mind into override so I made my excuses and left quickly before I started asking questions etc etc.
She was tearful as I left (she does this every week) and I felt bad that this being my main interaction with her during a week I had wasted it.
But I cannot get this out of my mind. There might of course be a perfectly rational explanation for a mans boots and gloves in the house and she did volunteer the fact that she had been on her own all weekend. Whilst I should ignore all this and focus on myself my head is doing cartwheels wondering what if! and after W behaviour with the EA and the posts I have read on this site I know how good she and the WAS is at lying.
I know I will calm down and I am learning......but every few weeks something crops up and bites me in the a$�.
Question is should I have mentioned anything or did I do the right thing to just leave before I said something I later might regret. Part of me wants to challenge her because IDK why she would still be hiding an A when we are S.
I had always trusted my judgement, instincts etc and my instincts tell me that the EA has gone physical. But then again my instincts told me I had a good M before BD!!!! ....and I shouldnt be wasting time thinking all this anyway...
