love having company...h hated it as well unless it was friends of kids, kids are all he's ever been able to relate to. Now I have no friends...so new ones will only know me as separated.
geez - me too. he was great with my neices and kids too. wtf is that all about???
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I'm having the picnic in front of my castle with my back to it not caring that h may be looking out the window wondering....want some wine anyone?
yup - big glass please. i don't think he's coming to my picnic either- too stupid to find the window much less look out , much less wonder what's going on.
he even talked to my mothr this morning- who called him by accident and said he was "chatty" and tht was unusual. yeah- guilt mom. didn't say it- do not need that aggro.
i haven't talked to him today. he got home last nite- "oh honey wunnie - did oo have a nice trippie pooh??/did oo have wots of funnie bunnie? with oo special cowie wowie/ "
sill having my "go die" attitude. hoping for calmness this p.m. good luck there huh?
your family sounds wonderful and you are sure right about what he's missing in life. the best thing that there could be - the connection - the kids, the future - THE FUTURE. OH WELL- NOTHIN worse than a dope that doesn't want to be helped and can only wallow. i shouldn't say that- it's his sickness i'm sure. wish i could blame something on a sickness-
you're sounding okay tho- this is being shoved down your throat - but you're not choking on it. you're spitting it rite back out- yay
