I've been hiding. (Lurking) This is a great topic Antonia! I am trying so hard to drop the rope. I guess it would help if he and I were not still sharing a house. I just wrote him a note, one I won't give him.
But I do feel like I've been waiting for a fairytale ending. And it would have to be a fairytale, because how do we ever forget all the mean things that were done and said? I don't think I could ever get past the OW crap.
So I have been sharing my life with him for 34 years. A long time. And don't see an end in sight for us. Selling this house and moving on is not something I can control. I am trying to get employed, if I was making a decent salary I could afford to move out.
I keep seeing myself still moping over him because we are still in the same house. Now I worry that getting out won't be the cure......
I suppose the best cure would be another sort of fairytale ending. Where Prince Charming comes along and sweeps us off our feet. It seems like that has happened to some on these boards. I'm not counting on that!
This has been interesting to read. So much so that I'm going to read it all again. Thanks to you all for posting such interesting thought provolking topics! But now
Me 57 XH 58 Sons age 32 & 27 M:32 D final 9/12 Bought 10 Acres and Living the Dream!
