like just now I had to inform him that it's MLK day so no, he won't need his car back from D, because he doesn't have work.

The first thing he says is- I can't handle this, im so bored sitting around, I said then do something, there are everyday things that need attention, the car, the kitchen, your as$, and he says no those everyday mondane things are not part of his life anymore.

STUPID, F-ING, POS! oh, so that's why he doesn't bath. Get out of my life! NO, Im not angry, I am being honest.

I tried to look for success stories were the lbs is as done as I am an there was a turnaround, still reading.


The past can't be ahead of you in the future.
You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction.
What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!