Oh and yes "My mind had never been clearer" is common I think.
My wife said the same thing. However, 2 months later, she has calmed down and is very friendly and I do think she looks back sometimes. I have not changed enough for her to consider reconcilliation just yet, but I think no one like to break up a family, even your W.
You need to focus on your self and become the husband only a fool would leave. She will have opportunities to notice your changes and when she starts to look back at what happened, she may consider trying your marriage again.
Make sure you start a new thread in New Commers. You are not getting half as much help here is you would there!
Me, H-34 now 38 W-32 now 35 T-13 now 18 years M-6 now 9 Daughter 3 years now 7 Bomb 11/27/12 - OM 1 year in house separation Reconciliation 12/2013. Healed now 2017