Ride it out...that's really all that's left to do. I feel one difference between me and most of the posts (actually all) that I have read so far, (and, please if you know of one let me know), I don't love my H anymore.
I have not come across one post where the LBS is saying that. I don't want to reconcile with him, I don't love him. Any thoughts...I am open to all opinons! Some of you may think I'm being protective or just that hurt, that done, please share, maybe help me see where this is coming from.
i'd say you've still got some kind of attachment - today- since you're saying both "ride it out" and don't love him. So- are you riding it out from choice - or because he just doesn't go and you're more or less forced to?
just curious. i do think alot if protectiveness - one would certaily have to become more callous in the db process - or maybe die from the wounds. you probably are- donja think? it's a good thing , isn't it? to stop allowing someone to wound you?
i wonder like mad- this business of being present in your life and mine not- when he's gone lately- i don't remember the good fondly- i remember the bad and feel sad, mad, unwillig to care. he's doing too much damage by the being gont thing. abandonment - i didn't sign on for that.
and then there's you- wanting him to just stop & leave and leave you alone. too hard to watch & endure the anger. it's sure a mixed up scene - the mlc - oh cripes - listen to me-
LIKE there's a perfect mlc scenario - it all suc_s for sure.
