Sometimes I wonder if I am just a masochist, and that a sane person would have walked away, and then I remember what an amazingly nice, kind, and good person my h used to be, how much I learned from him, and how I know he would have stood by me in bad times.
me too. if not for the people here - i don't think i'd be still standing. i wonder why i do also - i remember the wonderful person he was for sooooo many years (30+) it's hard to balance so many great times against several terrible years.
where i land in the end - no one knows. i know now what a few women i know went thru. i never fully understood- hard to imagine all that pain out there every day and stupid ole sitcoms still make fun of divorce & mlc-
geeez- thanks for input- it helps us all- it fortifies us- makes it possible to keep trying.
