Next Step, Moving On

[dorightman]

I guess I do have alot of anger. Im angry at the fact that my w has abandoned me. That she made a unilateral decision to break up the family, not try to work on the issues, just give up and throw it all away. I feel angry, sad, like I can't deal with it, it's too much. I don't want to feel anger, I want to feel love.
I'am still debating with myself whether I should move out, or if I ask her to move out, and she takes the kids with her. She'll blame me for uprooting the kids, but from my perspective it's her thats making the decision to D, so it makes sense that she goes. I don't know....