Hi Tori, I've been really down the last couple of days. It feels like I'm starting all over with my emotions again. I'm really struggling with staying in this relationship. I think this is why I am hurting so much. There is absolutely no contact from my W. If she needs to tell me something, she uses my D to do it. It is really painful to know she does not want to speak to me at all. Maybe it's a good thing???

I am going to wait and let the Holy Spirit direct me, just need to be calm enough to hear him.

You can not change your past, but you can ruin a perfectly good present by worrying about the future.