Haven't heard from her today. Didn't text her.

Been doing a lot of thinking about manners, how to be a more real conversationalist, you know without getting too "funny". Been saying my rituals, things I repeat to myself to help keep anger out, being more sincere and honest. Stop bullsh1tting to make jokes etc. Also helps keep me thinking about others, an excercise I do is to constantly think "what could / would I do to be extra nice at this point in time? If this was my wife, what would I do?" things like that. This way, I get in the habit of always thinking of others. If I can do this, I shouldn't miss a beat / chance to spring something nice onto my lady friend/wife.

I've also been thinking hard about romantic things to do, that are unique and extra ordinary. And cost effective :P lol.

Been praying more, working on having "Faith" .. prayers don't do jack without faith, right?


Anyways, thought I'd drop in. Don't really have a clue if anyone's even still reading my thread but here it is. smile

Have a great day guys.


M: 36/W: 28
T 11yrs / M 7yrs /1x 3yo D
Sept: W Cheated w/ teen, BDrop. W Beast. Hated me.
Oct: 18 (M license)W Asked for D
Oct: 31 (Anniverary)W Paid Lawyer
Nov1st: Both moved.