In light of making the most of where we are, I've been paying close attention to my feelings and trying to sort them out.
The past two weeks I've been compelled to send a probe to ET for some reason, yet i haven't. Im not sure why I've been compelled to send a probe, but I have been. So, making the most of where I am, Im investigating why I feel this way and thinking over how I would react, based on him responding or not responding.
And then another wonderful thing happened! If he doesn't respond, I won't be suprised nor offended, because I have 0 expectations of the man.
As I think about this, I guess I feel that ET in MLC sends me probes from time to time when he phones home. He seems to have his pattern, and I think I did a 180 on him by no responding at all. Then 3 very short 1 sentence emails in re: to the girls 3 weeks later.
I just sent an email to ET pertaining to 3 different things. 2 About the girls and 1 about his cousin's daughter needing a kidney transplant. I then closed it " hope you are doing well".
ET did take my advice from an email in regards to a situation with D10, but didn't directly tell me. I heard it through D10.
