Thank you Eyes for saying what you did. Yes I do read but sometimes I think I just need to say it myself maybe to try to let it go. I just dont know.
Hi GTO, I know how you feel about the AD. I am a recovering drug and alcoholic for 26 years not. But I did start taking AD for the first time maybe 2 or 3 months ago. I just felt myself going down a road i did not want to be on. But im ok and i do take them to help. There are some days i feel good about things but we all have the bad days.
I know I am wrong on this thinking but it is what i think and im trying to get past it. I just feel like if I totally just stop talking to WAW even if it is a small text saying Hi , i feel that i will never have a chance of ever talking to her again. I do love her very much and I guess it is just hard to let that go. Some time i think what makes it harder for me is that I see her Mom all the time. She stops over to see me and just loves me. Also my WAW bro calls to come over and also i get invited over to WAW friends house to watch football and other things. ... I dont realy want to give that up too. they are my friends and family too.
