Subguy, how are you doing?
The movie and run sound like good activities. However, try to start doing stuff with other people. Any running clubs/meetups in your area?

Being rejected by our S's is the biggest hit that our self-esteem could ever get. So be aware that this is normal. To recover your self-esteem, GALing, awareness, and connection to others will help. But everything takes time.

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