you are all right. Inside I can’t do it. I am not there. I am so blessed with really close family and friends, they do not want to see me hurting. Re; smoking, I am certain that is what my Doc meant. He is so conservative and straight. I picked up on his meaning, was just a little surprised. I do like the attention of women, but I can't. It makes me feel good, but could not have a R right now. Would not be fair to kids, me or the lady. No matter what W is doing or not doing.
M17 yrs. me49 xW47 d15 d11
BD1-Jul/11(Affair found out) Therapy 9 months (tried 2) BD2- May/12(sep) Court Jul/13 - I got 50/50 Sold home - Aug/13 Court #2 - Dec/13 Court#3 - Apr/14 ... She lost again We settled.
