Congrats on the weight loss, you're on the move. The gym four or five times a week is major! Life group is a great idea too. I just started one myself on Friday evenings. Regarding "the talk", that's same old same old! It's almost like when you're brain has nothing going on it says "hey, let's think about that talk she needs to have that she's not going to have and make her crazy!" I find that happens to me too. When there's nothing flowing through the the old noggin'my brain starts on stuff I've fretted about for years "what if..." Your brain is not your friend, it doesn't care what kind of stuff goes in there, as long as stuff goes in. So, don't be hard on yourself because you're not having "the talk" they'll always be many more opportunities in the future. Bask in what you're doing right for now
