Neither do I. I can't do it. I feel pressured by some friends (male and female) and brothers and sister to get out there. They were always seemingly on her side until she gave up on the M. W is so angry and cruel to me I think they just want me feeling good about myself. I do in so many ways but there has been zero progress to here.
M17 yrs. me49 xW47 d15 d11
BD1-Jul/11(Affair found out) Therapy 9 months (tried 2) BD2- May/12(sep) Court Jul/13 - I got 50/50 Sold home - Aug/13 Court #2 - Dec/13 Court#3 - Apr/14 ... She lost again We settled.
