Thank you for your comments and encouragment. It means alot. Though we don't ever see eachother in person, I feel surrounded by many friends here, and that's priceless. It's nice to come to a place where you can be yourself and be supported and appreciated.
I am so tired... Lol, had to work some odd hours, and back to back resulting in sleep deprivation. I managed to get my tax return done tonight, it's so simple thankfully.
At any rate Im hoping to post when I have a few more braincells functioning about different places we are in our journey. I hope people post no matter where they are. Im going to think on some things that helped me get through the toughest times, which was the beginning.
ET hasn't phoned home in about 2-3 weeks. I've figured the pattern. ET will phone home consistently up until I give a decent response. When that happens, the phoning home comes to a dead stop for another few weeks and starts all over again. I find it comical that when ET is rather insistent on communucation and I give it, if I request communication back, I hear NOTHING. LOL... I find that funny now. It used to frustrate me alot, but then when I finally reached the point of 0 expectations and that I can't rely on him for anything, the desire to try and talk to him about the kids quickly went away.
Wow.... now that's a good place to be. 0 expectations! I think that's the hardest place to get is 0 expectations.
