Looked at my business bank acct last night. Not good:/ I've been in a funk for about 6 weeks now and havent done much work to speak of lately. I'm self employed and this is my normal slow time anyways. Before it was never a big deal because we were a dual income family. Now I'm almost broke and on my single income. That [censored]

So a buddy called me and asked me to help him out of a jam he got into. It involved working with him today so I said sure. It was below freezing most of the day here and the work was outside. I know for some of you that is the norm but in the PNW thats cold. It was nice to work to keep my mind off things. But then I get home and I'm worn out and alone. I miss coming home to my family. I'm a long ways from detached. This is going to take a long time. I guess that makes sense, I mean I was with her for 17 years..