This is all good RLA. You will be nervous. You will feel awkward, but from what I have learned about you and read, especially between the lines is that you want this ultimately. But it would be normal to be nervous and feel weird about it. It is a complete turn so it may seem surreal. Embrace it. He has made clear his intention and want now, even though I think those signals were there all along.


M17 yrs.
me49
xW47
d15
d11

BD1-Jul/11(Affair found out)
Therapy 9 months (tried 2)
BD2- May/12(sep)
Court Jul/13 - I got 50/50
Sold home - Aug/13
Court #2 - Dec/13
Court#3 - Apr/14 ... She lost again
We settled.