Still walking the path to my own happiness

[mamabird]

Honestly I feel really weird right now. I just spent the last 7 months trying to adjust to the thought of not being married to H, and now all of a sudden I have to adjust back to the thought of staying married to him. It is very confusing... I didn't realize how much I'd actually adapted to the circumstances.

Just saw him for the first time since he's been back from his trip. I don't really know what to think. There was no big hug and kiss or anything like that. Not that I would have really wanted it at this point. I'm just not sure what to do with myself at the moment.

He has confirmed I can come back into the bed... which seems weird too at this point since I have been out of it for so long. This is all very confusing and very sudden.