I'm so sorry, Hopper. Know that you're an amazing woman and a wonderful wife. MLC really IS mental illness. It all [censored] but he's searching for something he will never find. You know this. He's already found "it" because "it" is you.
Big hugs, GG
You're braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. -Christopher Robin to Pooh
Romans 12:12 Rejoice in your hope, be patient in suffering, persevere in prayer.