Well maybe lonely is the wrong word more like I'd like to fill time with someone and our senior's usually have really interesting stories.
Went to IC on Wednesday and I was recounting things I think I did not do right in our marriage and she reminded me that it is her responsibility to effectively communicate her needs, wants and desires to me. She said I am not a mind reader and it is not my responsibility to read my W's mind. My iC said that my W told her that she does not like talking about her feelings, that she "suxx at it". My IC said that was huge. She also said I am right to look at myself and correct what I thought I needed to correct, but to stop beating myself up. I have been at the alter of self flagellation for some time now. I need to find a healthy balance of me working on me and me being okay with who I am.
At my d's basketball game a lady I've known for a few years was hitting on me, it felt sooo weird. I'm not sure how to handle it. I let her know I was still married.
You can not change your past, but you can ruin a perfectly good present by worrying about the future.
