I think you're right PON about too much D talk, I don't know why but I can't stop it whenever she brings it up. I guess it's just my need to feel like I know what's going on with my own future. I really need to give that up and just live for today because the future always works itself out. Stupid engineer in me .
I have to say I really do admire you guys that have stuck with it as long as you have. For whatever reason some days I have such a strong feeling of 'fine, if you don't want me then enjoy your life and I'll go enjoy mine' and I've only been doing this since October. I'm putting down the latest Wheel of Time book and I'm going to reread DR this week. My W seems pretty set on going through with this, and I'm ok with that, but I want to make sure if it does happen I have no regrets for moving on. No way I could do this if we didn't have kids. Makes me wonder if I'm doing it for all the right reasons...
Personality is who the world sees, character is who you are
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