The anxiety of one more person is frustrating blow to the day, but yes I am way glad it's that and not a full blown relationship with someone. It's also doesn't hurt as much because he isn't all lovey dovey/relationship with them, even though they are to him. Really sad and pathetic that someone would be okay with being used like that. I guess it's good too because all it does it push my feelings for him further away.

I would just love to send them all a FB group message and say, remember to get your annual STD checkup, or at least check with each other. Yes, I think I'm hilarious smile

I do like that no relationship is forming, and it really just confirms where he is at. I get these odd moments where I wonder if it really is MLC, maybe I just want it to be MLC so I have something to blame, but then he goes and totally redeems himself.


M38,H39
M:16Y
BD:8/12
OWDB:11/12
S:11/12-5/13
"Temp" home:6/13
OW dropped:9/13
"I love you":12/13
H ring on:2/14
Depression back:5/15
"I'm done:" 7/15
H moved out: 3/16
H moved back: 12/16
Working on us: 3/17