Thank you, GH! I appreciate your insight! How are things with your sitch?
Yesterday was H's birthday and it was so strange to not get him a card, but did buy things from our S. I helped S bake a cake for Daddy and it was a comfortable, relaxing night...he was working on a project and I did my own thing, but he thanked me for the cake and the gifts.
MY MIL sent the horoscope to me...as suprising as it seems, she has been my sourse of strength. She knows EVERYTHING and has been through it before. She even bought her own copy of DB so she could support me.
Tomorrow, we meet with our new MC...a man...does SOBT and is pro-marriage. He's to "letting go!"
Actually, besides the 180s, "acting as if" is helping me mentally. I find I tend to stay up longer and we have not had a R conversation, any tears from me or periods of tensions (although we are far from being out of the woods).
