Nero- No, no, there is no right or wrong, rhyme or resone to any of this. You have definitely made some changes and your moving forward everyday, nothing about this is easy and your still here!
It was nice to hear you say some of the things you have done to make changes, you don't really write about the positives you made, so now that you wrote them, reread them and give yourself the credit you deserve.
I was surprised to hear some of the things you just wrote, if anything at least I got you talking about yourself a little more. We're here for Nero!
I will write again tonight, off to get b-day cake for now S26 and now D19, they share the week so they share the sheet cake!
The past can't be ahead of you in the future. You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction. What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!
