This morning I’m feeling nervous. If I see my H there, will I be able to maintain calmness… I feel that I would not want to see him there, but will it be against DB rules? I need to show him new me somewhere, and if I don’t see him, I cannot do that. I’m kind of confused. I almost feel that I don’t want to play this game… Trying to understand where these feelings are coming from…
M:50 H:52 S28 (my S from previous marriage) M:17 + 3 BD: 06/12 S: 06/12 - H works in another state
