This is why you work constantly on detaching and learning to walk away when your emotions take over. It's process and it takes work, sometimes for every minute of every day.

How much anger are you holding inside?

BTW, I don't think I've ever posted to you so I don't know your whole sitch. This is just a snapshot observation.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss