dawn- ya know, he never asks what i'm going to do. he doesn't even go there.
i get what you say about acting like it's nothing- i guess i goofed up -
i thought showing my lack of desire for conversation & lack of desire to comment or care or say don't - would be the obvious take. now i see it does show i do care.
wierdly enough- it makes me feel mostly tired and crapped out. this is all such highschool junk in life. God- i sure don't know men. wtf?
oh well- despite it all- i'm giving myself one tiny pat on the back for not - well, something. not speaking - at the very least. i am a talker- when i stop- it's worth note.
soooo- can i have that??? isn't it something- to in fact stfu???
wayhhhhh wahhhhh- (kidding- i'm not devastated- i can take it)
