Almost Over...

[Dewayne]

I talked to someone locally that was on Celexa. They said the same thing. They said they didn't even remember half of what ppl claim she did. Turned cold to everyone, her kids, husband.. everyone that was closest to her. She changed back but he left and isn't wanting to come back.

I read DR again. Trying to utilize it but it's hard when you see so little of the person. She's called and txted now a few times and I ignored. Last day and a half I haven't been myself and didn't want to make things worse plus the whole "spacing it out" thing.

I plan to try and call in a bit to try and try to talk to my kiddo.

I've been doing a lot of thinking the last few days.

I'm being the best "me" i can be for the most part. Being bored most of the time doesn't help tho lol. sorry, BROKE, fueless and bored... yeah.

Talked to her Mon. night. She decided to get off the pill. Was VERY cold with me Mon night. Then, tues night she sent an apology through FB telling me that she was sorry and "I felt I could've been much nicer about it"

DIdn't respond yet. Not sure what to say... I typed up many msges but deleted them all.