W came to pick up the kids last night:( I hate it because that is when the life goes out of my apt. I try to stay upbeat when they leave but its hard. I kick myself for taking them being around for granted before. What an idiot
This s^^ks I walk kids round to W every week (she lives 2 mins round the corner) and find myself clock watching until its time to get their things together and go. When I say bye and door closes on me I could cry as I walk home alone : ' (
I'm sure like everything else this will get easier but for now I go home and tidy/clean/Hoover to keep me occupied
Chin up
M - 37 W - 35 T - 11 M - 5.5 SD13 D10 S4 ILYBINILWY 15 Oct '12 Moved out 7 Dec 12 At present - Being the best dad i can be.
