So I did reply earlier. Mainly validated / agreed with the difficulty of everything and the importance of figuring out the finances (creating a budget / who pays which bills). I threw the ball into her court to solicit her ideas. Also, thanked her for making enough food for me and that I did have plans as I know she wants time with the kids.
W's reply was more of an "i don't know that's why i asked you" and "there's enough tension to cut with a knife" once the kids are in bed.
My reply to that was along the lines of "we will figure it out," "maybe IC will have an idea" and to have a good appt / time at zumba.
Side notes, shared the details of email with friend / therapist who is encouraging me to simply get cash and start the paperwork / move out (parents) as a means of self preservation vs staying put in this sich and prolonging agony for each of us. It hurt / saddened me a bit to hear that.
One positive is that obdurate receive an email to call for a face to face interview for the job u applied to a few days ago. Whereas on the other hand, W received an email from her employer saying there would not be raises next year and budget cut backs.
Oh, and I bought the After the Affair book. Hopefully as I dive into that later on tonight / this w/e it will help me sort stuff out.
So today has been eventful so far, I'm a little less than good overall.
