So by the time you get home and there is time to talk, I’m not interested in doing so. I don’t like to end the evenings on a bad note. I’m not happy with the current situation of you and I in the same house at the same time, but I don’t know how else to make it work. To the kids, things seem normal, but the reality is far from it. I still feel quite a bit of uneasiness toward you and I’ve been avoiding difficult conversations (bills, money, leaving/staying, who is paying what bill and when) because there’s a bit of a fear about having those or any conversation alone with you. I would like you to be leave Friday to Sunday so I can spend solo time with the kids. I appreciate that you have woken up and got S2 ready these last few days and I’m sure you’ve appreciated having dinner ready when you get home. There are needs that we have to put first. Figuring out our finances, listening to those cds and writing out a budget needs to happen ASAP. I would also love to get something accomplished in the house whether it’s cleaning or actually framing up the bathroom mirrors, or swapping out the kitchen table lighting for something else, but of course those things require two people. Are you off on Monday? I’m assuming you’re not. Do you have an idea as to how we can get some of these things accomplished? I’m not trying to be mean or rude, but I think us in the house together gives us both and the kids unrealistic expectations. I know you don’t particularly care for these types of emails at work, but at this point I have no idea when or how to have them. I am open to suggestions. Tonight is going to be crazy with my appointment then Zumba.
