Today W heads to SC for a professional meeting for continuing education. She's been talking about this trip for months. Initially I offered to go with her, but she insisted on going alone. It means a 6-hour drive one way to get there, then several nights in a hotel, then the 6-hour drive back. There's talk of snow tonight in the mountains she'll be driving through. She's waffling now on whether she wants to go. But I think she's finally decided to risk it and go.

She's going to take the girls to her parents first, and they are going to keep them until Saturday morning. That means I have tonight and tomorrow evening to myself. I am trying to arrange a date for at least one of those nights. Have not been successful yet in finding one, but I am forever hopeful.

Wife still sleeping in guest room, but being much nicer to me. We had a long talk about her meeting with the lady part of that couple we used to play with. This lady said they want to get back together with us and play. W told her we're not swinging right now, but might be open to some threesome play. Not entirely sure what might come of that.


Married 15 years, D5 x 2
W had EA and PA 10/2010
MC for a year improved things
Alternate lifestyle, started 01/2012 has turned into a mess