Well I have yet to send the text i was told to send by my Coach. I dont know if or when I will do it. I am just not sure what to do. Everyone here has given me some good advice so i'm hashing it around in my head.
Here is what has been happening the past few days with me. My Mood is not good even when things are going well around me. To be honest Today is a day were I can say I HATE MY LIFE!!!! but have no real reason why i feel this way.I am struggling a little.
Well on an other note the money I put in our joint account that W told me she would never use it. Well She did use some of it. I know she is having such a had time and that makes me feel so bad. all i ever want is to have her be ok.
All i can think about is this I just realy want to just talk to her. I miss the times we talked and just hung out. I know this time of the year is bad for me always has been.
