In past last nights type of discussion would have really got to me. I would have been really upset over it and likely up most of night thinking about it and my next day would have been affected but that didn't happen this time. I feel really bad for kids and disappointed by how W is reacting to them but I slept normal and woke up in good mood. It was out of my system by 11 last night and hasn't lingered with me at all today. I even told W good morning and wished her a good day as I left for work this AM; she looked really tired and just mumbled a good bye.
I'm to the point with W that I believe she's in such denial and in her own world that she's lost her mind and nothing she does or says surprises me or is affecting me very long. I'm just giving her as much space as possible and letting her figure out her own stuff. I know who I am and I'm comfortable with the decisions and direction my life is taking. More importantly I know I'm there for the kids and they know it and are comfortable coming to me. With that I'm torn on what to do next time something comes up with kids. I haven't told W about all the emotional stuff or the questions they've had recently since she hasn't reacted well when I've told her and I feel she doesn't get it. I want to keep her in the loop on the behavior stuff but it just doesn't feel like she wants to hear about any of it and she certainly isn't reacting to anything at all.
Personality is who the world sees, character is who you are
