GTO, quick check in from CA. I'll give you my 2 cents: 1. Sorry about your current emotional state. The bad times come and go. You're being too hard on yourself. Didn't do anything wrong. It's true, no need to apologize. Make the interactions relaxed--no need to hide what you're doing. Answer if he asks, which shows he's interested. 2. I don't like AD drugs. They can have really negative side effects, but some people on this board swear by them. It's your decision anyway. 3. Keep writing your GALing on the calendar--great to instill curiosity. But be relaxed about it. Nonchalant. 4. Remember you're as valuable a human being as he is. 5. Remember to love yourself and show him you love yourself.
