Mmm.. Ribs. That's something I haven't made in a while smile

Tad, nice to see you pop back. Glad it's not an every day thing anymore.

I echo what the others have mentioned - the feelings don't just stop. They come back to visit once in a while. Don't be surprised by that. Don't think you have failed because of it or that you aren't healing. Just remember that healing doesn't "end" but rather it continues for a very long time. Maybe for the rest of your life. I'm guessing that's the case. As mentioned, life does move on.

Some of us still come back. In my case it's more to help others. My way of paying back what I received. Like several others, I have a batchit crazy xw that just won't go away and wants to try and annoy me. It's my choice if I get annoyed or not. I've learned that while here. Or rather, re-learned it wink

She has her life and I, like the rest of us, have ours. I have no intention of wasting a minute of it, and I intend to come here and help others to do the same.

Glad for the books for your sake; I think it's a cathartic in some ways to do that. Got more in the works? I hear fiction about far away places can be fun to research smile


AJ


"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK
Put the glass down...
"Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world
Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."