Bklyn Gratitude

[BklynMom]

Just got a fantastic job offer out of town for 4 months. Financially it would be great and they would pay for expenses of bringing my kids with me.

I would need to bring my mother and hire a babysitter.

H would have to agree to this. He could come visit every other weekend.

I have a few days to think about it.

The big thing holding me back is that d4 would be very unhappy. She has friends and a routine. She loves our neighborhood and is blossoming with confidence with out stable lifestyle.

This offer has brought up sadness for me since traveling for work for a few months a year was part of my h and my dream. We thought we would raise out kids traveling. It feels lonely to email him the offer but not banter with him over the pluses and minuses. I miss him. I am sad that our dream is dead