I'm not on his credit card. I was thinking of waiting only cuz I could get another month of bills like mortgage and a loan and utilities. Not sure of its in my best interest to keep house because of what's owed due to h taking out a home equity loan and he's always been a spender but paid his bills. Even though I have made up mind, I feel like I'm in mourning. Mourning for what I wanted from my h but rarely got. Respect and affection. So very sad.
