Well feeling much better today...it is amazing this roller coaster of emotions. I wonder if W has this as well- my guess is that she does.I have been really thinking about my options lately and that has helped me a lot to think that I have a lot options.I was feeling trapped and anxious..and no matter what happens I will make it out of this fine, I have a lot of people behind me and I am very very thankful to this site. The other thing that I am working hard on is the embarrassement of this whole thing..I have stayed away from FB because it is hard to see all these happy families and see mine so broken. I don't want people to pity me or anything like that...I know this is just my ego and there a lot of people who go through this but I am a private person.
